Bored As HELL

Jeez I'm bored as hell. Just sittin in bed watching Foamy cartoons, wanting my damn pants, and missing my Dave like you wouldn't believe. He's got a shit ton of homework to do tonite, and he's freaking out, so I can't see him tonite even though I don't have school tomorrow. And I don't have to work til late, so I get to sleep in for once. I'm sad :( I really miss him. I don't know how I'm gonna manage next year, being an hour and a half away all the time, and being busy as hell with school...When are we gonna see eachother? I'm freaking out a bit, and I'm bored, which combined with the freaking, makes me wanna cut. A lot. But I'm trying not to so I can wear short sleeves after my scars fade a bit more. Erm...Damn. I want to so much. I think I'm gonna go take a shower; that'll give me something to do. Then maybe go watch a movie? Monty Python sounds like a good plan right about now. Keep myself busy.

Stomach Butterflies

Hmm...my dad happened to see some of the pics I've uploaded onto this. He asked about them. I said nevermind, he wouldn't. I told him that I did it. He only saw the one picture though, not the worse ones. So he was all "why?" and I was quite avoidant, but I have the feeling that it will be brought up in the future. Not something I feel like dealing with at the present time. :| *cracks back* My back hurts so much. I haven't been able to sleep very well lately cuz of it. Oooh, morbid factoid for the day: Back when, whever a Pope died they would hit him on the head three times with a silver hammer, each time asking "Are you dead? Are you dead? Are you dead?" to make sure that he was really dead. They don't do that anymore. I think that's hilarious. Don't wanna make God mad by burying a pope alive, so they kill him first. :D

Stomach Butterflies

Hmm...my dad happened to see some of the pics I've uploaded onto this. He asked about them. I said nevermind, he wouldn't. I told him that I did it. He only saw the one picture though, not the worse ones. So he was all "why?" and I was quite avoidant, but I have the feeling that it will be brought up in the future. Not something I feel like dealing with at the present time. :| *cracks back* My back hurts so much. I haven't been able to sleep very well lately cuz of it. Oooh, morbid factoid for the day: Back when, whever a Pope died they would hit him on the head three times with a silver hammer, each time asking "Are you dead? Are you dead? Are you dead?" to make sure that he was really dead. They don't do that anymore. I think that's hilarious. Don't wanna make God mad by burying a pope alive, so they kill him first. :D

Good News

I have great news! I'm not pregnant. For sure :D So that's one thing. I didn't go to school this morning though. Just didn't feel like it. Was feelin all down and periody, so I stayed home and slept in. Mom made me go to school this afternoon though since I have to work tonite. I'm drinking diet coke right now...yummy. I'm tired, and I don't want to go to work tonite :( I hate work. I hate school. I hate life lol. So anyways, there's my good news. Oh, and did I tell ya that my grandma got me a locket for confirmation? I put a picture of Dave and me in there last night. It's so cute. Dave came over last night and we walked to Subway and got some food, and then we walked back home. I love that boy. He kept me from doing all my homework last night lol, so that was another reason I had to stay home today ;) I miss him. He's working on some project right now, so I can't talk to him for like....20 mins lol. But that's all I got for now. Just gotta do some calc homework tonite.