So I'm Sittin Here...

I haven't taken a nap yet lol... I want to though, but I'm tryin to get out of that habit. Think I will anyway, I'm getting a headache. Yay for headaches!Umm...today was boring, just like every day of my life has been boring. I want to go shopping SO BAD, but I have no time to this weekend cuz of all the crap I got going on. Oh yeah, and I got in a fight with my mom last night and ended up cutting again. Stupidly I cut the word 'hate' into my upper arm...not very deep though, but you can see it. And then the usually parallel ones on my forearm, added a few to the row of scars. I feel dumb for scratching the words into my arm though. *frowny face* Hmm... That's about all I got, and I'm gonna try to go to Dave's house later. Adios all. *hugs*

I Love The Dresden Dolls!

I downloaded an album of theirs and it's good stuff :D Makes me wanna sing lots. Oooh! Dave just came over. We kissed for like a half an hour straight lol. I missed him. And then he fell asleep cuz he pulled an all-nighter last night and it was so cute; I was watching him sleep for once instead of him watching me sleep. These 2 hour naps after school are nice. This way I don't fall asleep on him all the time. Oooh!! Good news!! I got my psych packet done at school today, so I don't have to spend four hours tonite staying up late doing it. I also got my physics worksheet done, so I don't even have to worry bout that :D If only I had started filling out those scholarship forms or started that stupid essay for psych I'd be in great shape. Oh well. I already got three good scholarships for next year. And two of em are renewable. Awww...there's an adorable black leopard on Leno. It's soooo cute. I want a leopard. OHHHH! A zebra!! A baby zebra :D I want one of those too... I suppose that the leopard and the zebra can't sleep in the same room... Lol. Hmm...been resisting the urge to cut more all day. I think this sleeping so much thing is my way of not cutting. I want to cut, instead I go to sleep. Last night I went to bed at 9. That was even after I slept for like 2 hours. It's really pathetic. Oh well. Right now I'm not really tired for once and it's nice. I want to cut though. I'm thinkin I'm gonna do it before I go to bed. Sometimes it makes me sleep better, cuz letting it all out makes me all exhausted and then I sleep like the dead. Um... In other news, I'm gonna be on tv! Woo...On May 1 I have to go stand around with a bunch of people since I'm the valedictorian here. Yay. Oh well. And I got another stupid banquet this weekend. I'm getting so tired of all of this crap.

Ok...Here Are The Pants

Sorry bout the butt shot lol.

Woo! Induction Speech Done!

Took a two hour nap after I posted...Was so nice. My dad woke me up and was like "Do you have to get ready?" I thought it was morning, so I was like, "Huh? Ready for what?" And then I got all pretty and went to school and gave my speech and it wasn't hard at all. I even managed not to talk really really fast. I sounded "poised" according to my friends. Got to shake hands with all the new members while saying stupid things to them instead of congratulations. (It was an NHS induction; I'm an officer by some weird loss of sanity since I ran for office.) I'm really proud of myself. Yay. One step closer to The Big Speech. I don't wanna write it. Writing it is the hard part. But newayz...I'm watching tv and talking on the phone, so I should get goin. Adios all...

Today Is A Monday, Oh How I Hate Mondays

I went to work last night without a long sleeve shirt on. It was 80 degrees; there was no way I was going to wear a long sleeve shirt under my work shirt. So I hoped nobody would notice, and I don't think anybody did. That was good. And so I wore a short sleeve shirt to school today. And nobody noticed. I think most people don't just notice the inside of people's arms, so as long as I don't just accidentally make my forearms really noticeable I'm okay. I have my speech written for tonite. I don't want to give it, but it's okay. I'll live. I'm really hungry, but there's no good food around here. I think I'll take a nap instead. Talk to y'all later.

And The Pic Of The Day Is...

GIR!

Lonely

I miss Dave so much. I was just over there, and we were sleeping together in our underwear, and then I had to come home. And it was cold. And some stupid people were following me really close and it was kinda freakin me out. Megan, Nico, Dave and I went shopping today. It was great fun. We went to Hot Topic. I bought those pants :D Yay! They're black and they have red stitching on the backs of the legs and they rule. There's a red and black polka-dot skirt I'm going to get sometime soon too :D Umm...senior carnival was tonite. It sucked. It was kinda stupid, and I drug Dave along with and he was bored to death. But then it was over and then we went back to his apartment and life was good cuz we could cuddle. I can't wait until summer when I can spend all my time with him. Damn school. I have to write a speech tomorrow yet, before I go to work :( I don't like speeches, they suck. I don't know what I'm gonna say, prob just make some shit up :D So anyways, I can hardly keep my eyes open so g'nite.