Sunday, August 12, 2007

So I'm Sittin Here...



I haven't taken a nap yet lol... I want to though, but I'm tryin to get out of that habit. Think I will anyway, I'm getting a headache. Yay for headaches!Umm...today was boring, just like every day of my life has been boring. I want to go shopping SO BAD, but I have no time to this weekend cuz of all the crap I got going on. Oh yeah, and I got in a fight with my mom last night and ended up cutting again. Stupidly I cut the word 'hate' into my upper arm...not very deep though, but you can see it. And then the usually parallel ones on my forearm, added a few to the row of scars. I feel dumb for scratching the words into my arm though. *frowny face* Hmm... That's about all I got, and I'm gonna try to go to Dave's house later. Adios all. *hugs*

6 comments:

natainlj said...

hmm.. "hate" interesting.. as long as it dnt last :-S ive never done a word yet wud b intrestin tho. i dnt c y u need to feel stupid bout it its the same as the other cuttin int it? a means of self expression...

dggsinthedark1562yahoocom said...

i feel stupid because it's a word...just feels different to me than random lines...more juvenile or somethin. its not deep, itll be gone soon :)

prnisecsjess said...

ive recently cut a lil hart on my chest, mainly due to prnts tooi kno how u feel, its seems weird dunnit?i also feel kinda stupid bout minebut realy it int mch different to 'normal' cutting, jst kinda a lil more thort goes into itbut hey i ges we learn frm r mistakes lolxxxx

thosesmiles1941 said...

hmm ya i get what you mean. more reminiscent of angsty teens i spose? kewl thatd be anoyin if it hung around i always feel sad when mine go thoxxx

them00n9uber28 said...

Hi. You don't know me, I was just curious if you'd like to be friends, perhaps. This is my er... "me" journal as well, as my other journal is read by people irl.You just sound cool, but you don't need to friend me if you don't want.-Lost

tonsvedios45 said...

Sure :) I like friends. I don't have many. Yeah, I had to have a journal where I could say whatever I wanted...the other one was too public and I always had to be so cryptic and it annoyed me. So this is me. Ta-daaa ;) I read some of your journal, I'm the same as you in some ways with my relationships with others.~jen